Grateful that I never have to approach anything casually again. Because people in AA commitmented to me and taught me what that looked like, I truly value commitment and now am able consider myself and others on a deeper level. Casual is defined as: relaxed and informal, or without commitment or permanence; occasionally or irregularly. That is just not how I approach life anymore, not to be labeled as this, that or another...just not how I perceive things-including sex; but coming in here that was certainly NOT the case!!! As a part of my dis-ease which includes but not limited to, is the addiction to excitement and drama, so I got high from juggling men- "cas" was how I rolled! I couldn't follow through, commit, consider or value others, even if I wanted to- let alone myself, so I was pretty unreliable and irresponsible even though I didn't think so. If someone needed me to be responsible I would approach it as: How is...