Willingly; readily- of one's own free will. Self-will; refers to the determination to act according to one's own desires and inclinations, often in opposition to divine guidance or authority. The BB teaches us: It is easy to let up on the spiritual program of action and rest on our laurels. We are headed for trouble if we do, for alcohol is a subtle foe. We are not cured of alcoholism. What we really have is a daily reprieve contingent on the maintenance of our spiritual condition . Every day is a day when we must carry the vision of God's will into all of our activities. "How can I best serve Thee - Thy will (not mine) be done. " These are thoughts which must go with us constantly. We can exercise our will power along this line all we wish. It is the proper use of the will. pg 85 I can easily get myself entangled in all sorts of shenanigans depending upon my spiritual condition that day employing the proper use of self will. This is why ...